Liberation

Thinking about my doubts
Getting lost in my droughts
I get lost in my thoughts
Wondering whether or not if this is something that ought to be forgotten
Should I stop every single thought that holds me hostage from being an accomplice to always being an extention to this world's succesfulness
This always hinders me
It always gets the best of me
It never dawns on me how drawn I can be of being afraid to succeed
Somehow I have thought of being more than just another mark
To tell myself to believe is to tell myself to leave all of my undying shortcomings

Daddy's Face

The reflection in my mirror
The hair on my head
The blood in my veins
The beat in my heart
The iris in my eyes
The sound in my voice
The grin in my smile
The strut in my walk
The loud in my laughter
The dream in my subconsciousness
The extention in my siblings
The memories in my past
Everything you have given me lie in the depths of my core that are all stored
And nothing of the sort could ever restore the the roar that is your voice that resonates, not as a noise but as my unmitigated choice to keep you close and never far because you are the life deep down in my retreating heart

Sister

You know me better than anyone else
You've shown me, grown in me and told me
Everything you know, to hold me, to slow me from throwing out my knowings
Protecting and always confessing your love of the love you have for me
Selecting and projecting your folley onto me to show me the things I didn't know I needed to see
Because the love you have for me never stops to wait and see what I will be, your love accepts me and never rejects me
Unconditional, anyone could see, that you always carry me, in your arms and in your heart
You are never far,  no matter what the distance, I could be in mars and you would still be next door
Cosmic is our bond that many could never harm because even in our wars, we still bandage each other and the scars are just an alarm of the marathon we have ran to come to so far
There never seems to be a thing I could be to make you turn away from me
And even words can sometimes hurt, they could never burn what we have earned in each other
By my side you've always been, even when I couldn't stand, you were the arm that pulled me up from my own tumultuous storm
Your heart has always been my home, it's always been well known to condone my weary soul
Forever molding me and always consoling me, you've controlled me when I wasn't upholding my stubborn head and heart
Always a part, even from the start when things weren't far from the dark
There you are, always holding my hand, always holding my heart, because where else could I find a knot and not a knot that causes harm, but the one that holds things from falling apart
I love how much you love me and I love how much you have always loved me
I'll always love you the way you have always loved me, this will always be and never cease

Doubt

Silently screaming

Invisibly weaping

Tearing everything apart while thinking

Never stopping to see the light when it's beaming 

Tolerating the darkness to avoid the sight of a dream that's fleeting

Not being able to get past the thoughts of unwavering unbelief

Not taking the time to properly seek

Not learning a thing so the message is muffled

Never noticing the stream of ambition from within

Always criticizing the impacts of inspiration, so it's thin

Climbing and crashing to the floor, but not trying to get back up again

Realizing that you forget that you have the power to stand tall and showing them that you can win

Neither

I never gave you any of my nothings,
I always gave you my everythings, just for you to throw it all away.
And I always hear people say that love always conquers all hate.
But this time it's not in the greatest of state's.
This is not hate because to hate is to not love at the highest of rates.
However, this is not love, because to love is to never hate in any case.
It is a mixture of both, because it is an "I love you" without getting an "I love you too."