Hole punched heart, wet cheeks

Memories pass by like time,
It's as if you're watching a movie,
Taking up seconds, minutes, hours, days and even months of your time.
But time consuming or not, they come from within the depths of your heart.
Some make you laugh, some make you cry and some make you do both.
They can often seem as dreams because of how great they are, but they can also seem as if they're nightmares because of how bad they are.
You can replay them over and over again as much as you want, because they're exclusively yours and no one could ever take that away from you.
But the downfall of all of this is that they're just memories.
It may be a substitute but will never be as good as the real thing.
You can hold them in your heart for a lifetime, but truth is, they'll never fully fulfill the holes in your heart that were left by the people that caused all of these good and bad memories.
The tears wash away the blood stained holes, leaving you to grin and bear the clarity of how big these holes can be.
And even though this may cause you all kinds of pains, small, big and everything in between, it should make your heart even stronger for the future pains it may endure.